Changes I apologise for lack of updates lately. My life has been changing so fast but it's exactly what I needed to happen. I've met someone special and it's the most wonderful thing that's ever happened to me. I feel so blessed. I'm watching the snow fall outside my bedroom windom and it looks beautiful. Life is beautiful, and I can handle the ups and downs. I feel whole, I feel complete. I've let go of a lot of bad feelings. Before all that happened to me in the past, I was a positive person who saw nothing but beauty in the world. I want to be that person again. I hate what I became afterwards...Angry, bitter, terrified...I want to change. I am worth something. My life is worth something. |