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Another Ramble? what a shock!?!?!
7:19 p.m. - 2006-01-14
Thank you, thank you, thank you to all the lovely comments for yesterday's entry. You're all wonderful. I went out today shopping with my mum and little brother. It was ok, sales were on....I bought "The Breakfast Club"!! I know I'm a geek but I just LOVE those 80s teen movies. I still have to get "Pretty in Pink" at some point. So I'm thrilled. I also bought "Don juan de marco". Johnny Depp with an open shirt...who cares about the plot? :-P I have actually heard it's quite good. My sister did come to see me with my dad. It was so lovely to see her. She doesn't know how sweet she is, and that just makes her even sweeter. I miss my other sister K. She still lives in Malta with her daughter J. We had NEVER been apart for longer than 2 weeks until i moved back to England. It's so weird being without her. I feel almost like a part of me is missing. My sisters are also my best friends and I love them so much. I also have 2 brothers. One is 17 and doesn't seem to know how to talk to me anymore, though I love him to bits, sometimes it makes me sad because I wish we were closer. But he was so young when I left England, I don't think he knows me well anymore. My other brother says I am "cooler than a girl". Seeing as he is at the age when he dislikes girls, I think that means he likes me. I also have the most beautiful niece EVER. My family is so very important to me, so I find it very hard to understand when people say they hate their siblings because (although we fight sometimes) my siblings mean everything to me. I would have hated being an only child. I felt thrilled everytime another sister or brother was born. Never had a jealousy issue when each of them was born, in fact I loved looking after them. I suppose I'm rambling again. It's just sibling rivalry never did make much sense to me. I'm glad I have beautiful smart gorgeous siblings...why wouldn't I? Each of them possess a special quality that I love. The only thing I can complain about is they all have a lightening fast metabolism and I don't! They are all very slim while I am curvy. I never had an issue with them being thin, I had an issue with myself being "fat". I've got over that, this is me and I like me. I'm not obese, I just look like a real woman. I don't care about superthin celebs anymore. I say "Go eat a sandwich girls...skin and bone just ain't sexy". I am not against naturally thin people, I am against those dieted to the bone "sexy" celebs. I can tell the difference between naturally thin and dieted thin. The bone structure usually gives it away. So they can claim to eat loads and never gain weight but that is only true of a few of them. Besides, when your head looks too big for your body, you are NOT at your natural weight. Last I checked god didn't make us in the image of lollipops!