You will never realise the loss....when you threw me aside.
11:40 p.m. - 2006-02-08
I'm so sleepy. I've picked up a virus that is going round j's school. I feel crappy. Oh well.
I'm tired of men and their games. They can just leave me alone. All I ever do is be honest and they don't seem to be able to handle it. They complain about women playing games, but when they meet a woman like me who is nothing but honest they run for the hills.
I don't know why men don't like me. I've been told I'm very pretty and I'm nice...What's not to like if what other people tell me is true?
I'm the eternal friend. Everyone wants to be my friend and nothing more.
Why is that? Is there something wrong with me?
I'm doing cognitive therapy at the moment. I'm trying to build my self-esteem which is low. I'm trying to become a positive person. I'm trying so hard to deal with my problems but I feel like I'm not being given a chance.
Sometimes I feel angry about it, sometimes I feel sad.
Was feeling good today until a friend decided to talk to me and make me feel shit about the whole break-up thing.
I just want to be able to build myself up without someone doing their damn hardest to knock me down.
I'm worth more than that.
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